Saturday, December 01, 2001

Relationships just plain SUCK. Especially when one person has to do all the work. Fuck that. Seriously... I'm so emotional right now. Not like 'I'm going to cry' emotional, but like... I want to scream. Scream "Why can't we fucking act like a couple or just stop dating?!". Damn right.

Yay, I'm talking to one of her good friends that doesn't go to Moreau. She was with us last night... and she's making me feel a lot better. She's pretty coolios. Sigh.

I don't know what I'm thinking. I just hope I can go to the record store today.

Wednesday, November 28, 2001

I'm just a terrible person. I tried to push her too far... it backfired. My big guy crush asked me to Winter Ball... and I said yes. She knows I like him... and now she's really upset. She won't admit it to me, but my friend overheard her in the halls... and... I mean, you can just tell. The thing is, if I had to choose -- it'd be her. If we weren't so dysfunctional then we would have a beautiful relationship. Hahaha. She's mad. It's my fault, really... but... her's too! Fuck it.

Wow. I'm talking to this girl Jamie I used to go to school with. She IMed me... weird. She lives near LA now... how... hip. She's pretty funny... although when I went to school with her, she was more of a ghetto bizatch. Now she's all coolios and stuff. It'd be neat if she lived over here again. I haven't heard them, but I hear they suck mad style. That may possibly be the funniest thing I've heard all day. Hahahahahaha, stupid Jamie.

OK, this cheered me up. Just waiting for Jess to anchor me down...

Tuesday, November 27, 2001

And the winner is... :

Love sucks. 8 to 1.

Well, hmph.