Saturday, December 08, 2001

Hey all who read this (hello me!),

I've added a little "comments" thing... so you can reply to my pizosts (or posts, to all of you ghetto challanged folks). It'd be oh so grand if you left a message... yes it would. I'm just trying to see if people actually read this. I bet no one does (besides me and Jan... I can't believe I just called you Jan). So, peace out.

Mmm... Soulwax remix of dEUS Everybody's Weird
I seriously need to purchase my dress for Winter Ball. It's exactly one week from now... and I have nothing. I also need shoes. Oh, damn it.

I'm listening to Depeche Mode now. They're so darned good. Ah, yes! Strangelove is playing. Too many fucking good bands out there. Say it, sister...

I'm waiting for my mother to return from the grocers. I'm quite hungry (for something decent).

People should not mock others for their choice of vocabulary.

Wednesday, December 05, 2001

We're getting along. Holy crap. And I'm listening to Luscious Jackson. It's all good..... maybe... hopefully. Oh, I'm going to jinx it, huh? :-P
Ok, I am not dumped now. Confusing, eh? It's all patched up (due to my outstanding cuteness... I wish someone would do for me what I do for others sometimes...) and I guess that's good. I'm talking to her now, but nothing productive is coming out of it. Well, besides finding out that she's not going to hang out with me over the weekend. Bloody brilliant.

And my hands are cold. And I'm listening to Fugu. And all last night I had the Eels' "Your Lucky Day In Hell" on repeat. That song is so pretty. And no one will know my name until it's on a stone...oo-woah-oo-oo-oo-ooohh.....

Tuesday, December 04, 2001

Have you lost someone you could have saved? Have you lost someone again...?

Frankly, I have. I've deep dumped. That's pretty damn sad. I'm semi-upset... cos I really liked her... deep down, I guess. I may have not acted like I did but oh well. She didn't act like she did much to me... and... maybe cos she didn't really. I don't know. This is fucked up. If anyone should have dupmed someone... I should have dumped her. Totally unfair! Hahaha, only kidding. I don't know, I'm sad I guess. Conceal it with the laughter... or maybe I'm not all that sad. I'm going to try to fix it... if it's possible. As Muffin Spencer says, "You have got to, you have got to, you have got to work it ouuuut!". Wee.

Monday, December 03, 2001

I am.... blah.

I did go to the record store on Saturday. I was happy. Bought some Depeche Mode stuff. Eternal bliss.

Today... she says I overthink things. Well, duh. Tell me something I don't know. I really hate being exclusively with one person. Too much hassle, too much drama. I fear I create it myself sometimes. I probably do.

Must. Go. Finger. Are. Freezing.